Life as a dancer @ 雪人 snowMAn=/[S]

life as a dancer oh..
such long time i didn't dance liao..
I myself oso dunno why the reason i stop my ballet..
maybe no passion le..
maybe no interest le..
I oso dunno..
ballet for me..
is a very beautiful dancing..
such elegant dance..
I like it so much..
especially when u dance freely wit the music of piano..
u will feel as if you are in your own dancing world..
nobody can get into the world of yours..
but my class i attend..
is cant be done like tat..
many things u have to learn..
everything seem repeat repeat and repeated..
I want to be free..
dance in my own..
maybe somehow..
I am not confident enough to continue my journey as a dancer..
to dance freely..
I feel as something has bother me..
something has limited me..
I really so hate myself enough..
my ballet wardrobe..
is still with me..
tat day when my mum say wan give someone else..
I dont want to..
I want keep it on my own..
ballet wardrobe is really very beautiful..
from the dress to point shoe..
I really so love it..
so miss all those..
dancing on point..
life as a dancer..
need a lot of passion..
PASSION can't stop us to anything we love it so much..
but somehow I lose to myself..
until I stop it..
maybe one day..